Yet another anniversary.....

One year ago today, Bridger and I set out for the miracle that he needed to be able to keep living. With tears in my eyes and hope in my heart, we said goodbye to daddy, the grandparents and all those we love. It was scary to go, but we knew what must be done in order to give Bridger every possibility at life. This was the last day that Danny was able to hold his baby boy alive. I know that the upcoming weeks will be difficult, but I never would have imagined the overwhelming sadness that strikes hard and heavy at any given time. When it does a wave of exhaustion takes over my body and I feel as though I have nothing left inside of me. I try to keep busy, but at the same time I don't want to erase the pain because that means I am erasing the happy moments as well. Bridger, mommy loves you. P.S. give daddy a special kiss tonight

One more thing, sweet Annie continues through her struggle. Please keep her and her family in your prayers.